Well, lets see.....its the end of the second week of school and , man this is gonna be an interesting semester.... Work has now officially cut me down to only 15 hrs a week ( but it really isnt during the week that I work....its fri, sat, sun...arg) oh well. life is once again complicated. I thought things were changing for the better but it seems that i made another u-turn and i am straying away from people in my life and being more introverted and disclosed. I think this is due to some events with a friend of mine from colorado that I am scared for.... but then it also might be due to the fact that another friend of 3 yrs has come back from being mysteriously disappeared. Way too many things running through my mind at once. I hope that if you are close to me that you know that I am gonna need the space right now only cause i feel like things falling apart again.... I am gonna have to step back and try and hold on to what i know and can and just hope that my world doesnt crumble like it has before. Although the only people I am keeping close are those that I know can't hurt me, and have pulled me through these crappy times before....thanks you pavi, scott, kerry, ian and tamara