Okay now onto me cause reading all that bull just ticked me off.... Okay so I have recently been planning a night of stuff for Halloween and I can't get it all togehter because I lack the funds and transportation to get it all done. I mean one of my modes of both are Ian, (the funds I pay back) but i cant have him driving me around if hes not supposed to see anything i get or do, since it is supposed to be a secret. ARG!!! Anyways if anyone knows of a way in which they can help me or wants in on what I am doing and then might be able to help me I am all for it just email me.
Oh yeah I started work a week and a half ago and its alright. It could be better but you never know. I am gonna give it a little bit before I truely decide on whats going to be happening. But I am leaning on staying cause I defiantely need the money, but if I dont get my back fixed I might have to quit. My back has been killing me from running around all day and my legs are swelling back up and getting those red spots again which is not good. I do on the up side have a chiro appt on Friday so that will be good.
Well I should be off now I have class in a few. Oh I think the time is off on the posting monster cause my last post was not at 8:20 pm rather it was at 12:16 pm and this one is shortly following it at 12:28pm
bye folks!!!
10.29.2002
Okay I know I have completely different views on a lot of subjects with Ian, but sometimes his views are so abstract that I start to wonder what is actually going on inside his head. Today for example, his recent postings on both the Wellstone funeral regarding the attendance of Cheney, and the recent posings of WorldCom employees in Playboy.
Lets start with story number one: the Wellstone funeral. I personally think that the reasons so far stated as to why they do not want Cheney to attend are perfectly legit. It is the family's right to ask Cheney as they had not to attend. More over the reason given about not wanting the high security issues if Cheney did appear, or the protesters from the Democratic party that might arrive if he did. I see where Ian is coming from but he could have been a little more openminded on the issue. I mean if I died, would he allow Cheney to my rememberance if I was in the Senate. I hope to god he wouldn't! I would probably find away to kill him(Ian) myself if he did.
Be more sympathetic, regardless of whether Wellstone was from a different political party than yourself. He never did anything to you so don't call him a commie bastard!
As far as the article in Playboy on "The Women of WorldCom," if Ian had paid attention or read an actual article rather than listen to the news broadcast, he would have realized that WorldCom requested this. As far as the one woman who thinks it might lead to a singing career, well it turns out she has already been singing, so no singing doesnt just appear because of showing your boobs or rather giving head as he so lovely puts it. Hun check your info before you belligerently attack people you dont know!
The following stories are pertaining to the two subjects:
WASHINGTON (AP) - The family of Sen. Paul Wellstone asked Vice President Dick Cheney (news - web sites) to stay away, so Health and Human Services (news - web sites) Secretary Tommy Thompson and the White House's chief congressional liaison were leading an administration delegation to Tuesday night's memorial service.
White House press secretary Ari Fleischer (news - web sites) said Cheney offered to attend the service for Wellstone, his wife, his daughter and three campaign aides — all killed in a plane crash Friday. "The family was appreciative of the offer by the vice president to attend." But he added that it would be inappropriate to characterize the private conversations that ultimately led to the decision that Cheney would not go.
The pilot and copilot also died in the crash in Minnesota.
Another White House official said privately that with the memorial service expected to draw thousands, the Wellstone family told the White House they did not want mourners subjected to the kind of security screenings that Cheney's attendance would have required. This official also said White House advisers worried that the memorial service, with unions bringing supporters by the busload, would double as a Democrat get-out-the-vote rally and be awkward for Cheney.
There was never any thought of President Bush (news - web sites) attending Wellstone's memorial, said the official, who discussed the matter only on grounds of anonymity.
But at a signing ceremony Tuesday for legislation overhauling the election system, Bush paid tribute to Wellstone and led his audience in observing a moment of silence.
"I would like to pause and remember a devoted public servant who was taken from us last Friday, along with his wife and his daughter and several other Americans," Bush said.
"Paul Wellstone was a deeply principled and good-hearted man," he said. "He'll be missed by all who knew him and all who had the privilege of serving with him."
Bush, who campaigned in Minnesota for Wellstone's Republican opponent, Norm Coleman, just one week before the plane crash, will go ahead with plans to appear in Minnesota once more for Coleman on Sunday.
JACKSON, Miss. (AP) — The latest peek inside beleaguered WorldCom Inc. comes not from bankruptcy filings but from the December issue of Playboy magazine.
A dozen female WorldCom employees posed for a 10-page spread entitled ``The Women of WorldCom.''
Playboy spokeswoman Elizabeth Norris said the idea for the pictorial came from WorldCom employees themselves — after Playboy featured ``The Women of Enron'' in its August issue.
``Many WorldCom employees called and said, 'What about us?''' Norris said.
Norris said more than 300 women replied to Playboy's request to send in photos as well as proof that they worked for WorldCom.
``I just decided it was an opportunity of a lifetime to get your 15 minutes of fame,'' said Shellie Sloan, a 26-year-old WorldCom financial analyst.
Lets start with story number one: the Wellstone funeral. I personally think that the reasons so far stated as to why they do not want Cheney to attend are perfectly legit. It is the family's right to ask Cheney as they had not to attend. More over the reason given about not wanting the high security issues if Cheney did appear, or the protesters from the Democratic party that might arrive if he did. I see where Ian is coming from but he could have been a little more openminded on the issue. I mean if I died, would he allow Cheney to my rememberance if I was in the Senate. I hope to god he wouldn't! I would probably find away to kill him(Ian) myself if he did.
Be more sympathetic, regardless of whether Wellstone was from a different political party than yourself. He never did anything to you so don't call him a commie bastard!
As far as the article in Playboy on "The Women of WorldCom," if Ian had paid attention or read an actual article rather than listen to the news broadcast, he would have realized that WorldCom requested this. As far as the one woman who thinks it might lead to a singing career, well it turns out she has already been singing, so no singing doesnt just appear because of showing your boobs or rather giving head as he so lovely puts it. Hun check your info before you belligerently attack people you dont know!
The following stories are pertaining to the two subjects:
WASHINGTON (AP) - The family of Sen. Paul Wellstone asked Vice President Dick Cheney (news - web sites) to stay away, so Health and Human Services (news - web sites) Secretary Tommy Thompson and the White House's chief congressional liaison were leading an administration delegation to Tuesday night's memorial service.
White House press secretary Ari Fleischer (news - web sites) said Cheney offered to attend the service for Wellstone, his wife, his daughter and three campaign aides — all killed in a plane crash Friday. "The family was appreciative of the offer by the vice president to attend." But he added that it would be inappropriate to characterize the private conversations that ultimately led to the decision that Cheney would not go.
The pilot and copilot also died in the crash in Minnesota.
Another White House official said privately that with the memorial service expected to draw thousands, the Wellstone family told the White House they did not want mourners subjected to the kind of security screenings that Cheney's attendance would have required. This official also said White House advisers worried that the memorial service, with unions bringing supporters by the busload, would double as a Democrat get-out-the-vote rally and be awkward for Cheney.
There was never any thought of President Bush (news - web sites) attending Wellstone's memorial, said the official, who discussed the matter only on grounds of anonymity.
But at a signing ceremony Tuesday for legislation overhauling the election system, Bush paid tribute to Wellstone and led his audience in observing a moment of silence.
"I would like to pause and remember a devoted public servant who was taken from us last Friday, along with his wife and his daughter and several other Americans," Bush said.
"Paul Wellstone was a deeply principled and good-hearted man," he said. "He'll be missed by all who knew him and all who had the privilege of serving with him."
Bush, who campaigned in Minnesota for Wellstone's Republican opponent, Norm Coleman, just one week before the plane crash, will go ahead with plans to appear in Minnesota once more for Coleman on Sunday.
JACKSON, Miss. (AP) — The latest peek inside beleaguered WorldCom Inc. comes not from bankruptcy filings but from the December issue of Playboy magazine.
A dozen female WorldCom employees posed for a 10-page spread entitled ``The Women of WorldCom.''
Playboy spokeswoman Elizabeth Norris said the idea for the pictorial came from WorldCom employees themselves — after Playboy featured ``The Women of Enron'' in its August issue.
``Many WorldCom employees called and said, 'What about us?''' Norris said.
Norris said more than 300 women replied to Playboy's request to send in photos as well as proof that they worked for WorldCom.
``I just decided it was an opportunity of a lifetime to get your 15 minutes of fame,'' said Shellie Sloan, a 26-year-old WorldCom financial analyst.
10.16.2002
Taurus & Virgo
Two Earth-ruled signs which value tranquillity and discretion, they have all the ingredients for a harmonious love affair. Anxious Virgo finds reassurance in the stolid Bull, whereas the Taurean derives needed peace and energy from the Virgoan. A caress, a gaze, a gesture: each is worth a thousand words, when it comes to expressing the tenderness that binds them together. Taurus dominates, to the delight of clinging vine Virgo. "The power of harmony, and the deep power of joy..."
Interestingly enough this describes completely my current status, its weird. But I guess that it's supposed to seem that way since that is is the truth. I love my boyfriend like no other even if hes a jerk, or obsessed with work or his computer, or just himself. I love him for him, and I am finally happy in my life. :-)
Two Earth-ruled signs which value tranquillity and discretion, they have all the ingredients for a harmonious love affair. Anxious Virgo finds reassurance in the stolid Bull, whereas the Taurean derives needed peace and energy from the Virgoan. A caress, a gaze, a gesture: each is worth a thousand words, when it comes to expressing the tenderness that binds them together. Taurus dominates, to the delight of clinging vine Virgo. "The power of harmony, and the deep power of joy..."
Interestingly enough this describes completely my current status, its weird. But I guess that it's supposed to seem that way since that is is the truth. I love my boyfriend like no other even if hes a jerk, or obsessed with work or his computer, or just himself. I love him for him, and I am finally happy in my life. :-)
10.14.2002
Boys never learn,...but then again they can kiss butt after their mess ups quite well. For example, falling asleep in the middle of serious and important discussion, then kissing ass the next day tracking me down (i was rollerblading around the park, studying for a test) just to apologize in between his classes with a dozen roses and a note.
Boys- cant live with them, but I sure cant live without this one!
Oh so mom is home after being gone in Michigan helping my half-sister with her brand new baby boy. Well I liked being free of nagging for the three weeks. Once she was back it all started again. The only good thing about her being back is that there is actually food in the fridge, compared to the jack crap microwave shit my dad got.
oh sorry about the lack of poem, i havent had much time nor running imagination to come up with anything so eventually there will be a new one posted.
till next time - mwah
Boys- cant live with them, but I sure cant live without this one!
Oh so mom is home after being gone in Michigan helping my half-sister with her brand new baby boy. Well I liked being free of nagging for the three weeks. Once she was back it all started again. The only good thing about her being back is that there is actually food in the fridge, compared to the jack crap microwave shit my dad got.
oh sorry about the lack of poem, i havent had much time nor running imagination to come up with anything so eventually there will be a new one posted.
till next time - mwah
10.08.2002
Okay, I am realizing that I must not have picked too hard of classes for this semester, because Still I have yet to break a sweat on any project or paper. Although I have procrastinated as usual and waited to the last minute to do things, like for instance this morning, I didnt want to wake up so I set my alarm to 6 instead of 5:30 thinking i would wake up, nope i woke up to my dad saying "Are you going to school this morning?" I was like oh shiznit, cause i still had to print up notes for my Mass Communications class from his powerpoint presentations, as well as finish a Media Lab for Anthropology. All of this had to be done by 6:30 when I leave to go catch my train up to school. Usually if I leave early enough I can catch the train before my usual 7:05 train, at 6:40. This morning miraculously I made it, but by no default of my own, it happened to be that the 6:40 train was delayed due to heavy fog around the Camp Pendleton area when it was coming out of Oceanside.
So i made it to class on time, but then I realized I had forgotten to get 60 dollars from dad via check to pay for next months train passes. Sheesh that's due the 10th of the prior month, its so out of the way and rarely do I remember. I hate that they only send you one reminder via email to an address i check daily but don't notice theres mail in my CSUF folder till its to late, in which case they sent it 3 weeks prior to when the money is due.
Okay does it sound like I am rambling, cause to me it does. I really feel like deleting this whole entry because I am talking about nothing. But isn't that what everyday life is, a compilation of non-useful events that will eventually one day lead up to something really big or nothing at all.
So heres a little something that will not be so much of ramble....a poem... i haven't posted many of those in a while in fact the ones i have written as of late have all been in letters or notes.
okay i will post it in the next post I ran out of time on my break.....so adieu
So i made it to class on time, but then I realized I had forgotten to get 60 dollars from dad via check to pay for next months train passes. Sheesh that's due the 10th of the prior month, its so out of the way and rarely do I remember. I hate that they only send you one reminder via email to an address i check daily but don't notice theres mail in my CSUF folder till its to late, in which case they sent it 3 weeks prior to when the money is due.
Okay does it sound like I am rambling, cause to me it does. I really feel like deleting this whole entry because I am talking about nothing. But isn't that what everyday life is, a compilation of non-useful events that will eventually one day lead up to something really big or nothing at all.
So heres a little something that will not be so much of ramble....a poem... i haven't posted many of those in a while in fact the ones i have written as of late have all been in letters or notes.
okay i will post it in the next post I ran out of time on my break.....so adieu
10.07.2002
So the other night (saturday) we went to Disneyland and California Adventure, it was my first time at California Adventure, any ways it happened to be Gay Day at the magic kingdom. This is the second time he has ended up going on that day, and supposedly last time he was wearing a red shirt, which is the color that they wear that day. Luckily this time he was wearing a grey shirt, under his black sweatshirt.
So today I have yet another interview with Robbins Bros. it kept getting put off due to my supposed spider bites, which turned out not to be bites after all just another reaction to what i had 2 months ago. So my legs and feet are all swollen. But the meds the doc put me on are helping so the swelling is going down....woohoo. So i should go get all perty for my interview since its in like an hour, even though it takes me all of five minutes usually to get dressed and shit. I am slow this morning.
So today I have yet another interview with Robbins Bros. it kept getting put off due to my supposed spider bites, which turned out not to be bites after all just another reaction to what i had 2 months ago. So my legs and feet are all swollen. But the meds the doc put me on are helping so the swelling is going down....woohoo. So i should go get all perty for my interview since its in like an hour, even though it takes me all of five minutes usually to get dressed and shit. I am slow this morning.
10.04.2002
Men are scum!!
Well ok they aren't so bad, but yeah they can be scum. Especially when it comes to work, they work, work, work, and thats all they ever have time for is work. They might be able to spare a few minutes here and there after work before their curfew ends, but sometimes that feels like its just meant to tease and not get the relationship moving anywhere. Now is the case where I am not even allowed over at work when he is almost off, I guess I cause a disruption in the workflow, i doubt that so much, but oh well what can i do. Not much.
Well ok they aren't so bad, but yeah they can be scum. Especially when it comes to work, they work, work, work, and thats all they ever have time for is work. They might be able to spare a few minutes here and there after work before their curfew ends, but sometimes that feels like its just meant to tease and not get the relationship moving anywhere. Now is the case where I am not even allowed over at work when he is almost off, I guess I cause a disruption in the workflow, i doubt that so much, but oh well what can i do. Not much.
10.01.2002
So i have been nagged for the past few weeks that I havent been keeping this up as much as I used to. Well to those of you I am sorry, I have been a little preoccupied and busy with my time. In the words of a boy..." about all i do at home is sleep now....well not only but pretty much."
So life as it would be three months to the day since I last wrote in my journal (I am only going to slightly cover it all):
-the day after my last post....i found a new love of my life....ian
-shortly there after i left for catalina for Camp Fox, had an interesting time dealing with a load of bullshit from an old friend and trying to figure out where i wanted to go with my new found love.
-when i got back i went to the OC Fair w/ Ian ( which he had never been to...shame on him)
-got ready to leave for another camp this time with Ian in tow, but on our way up my friend Lil who picked us got in and accident and it was not a pleasant experience getting hit and then spinning into the number one lane and carpool lane.
-while at Camp TaTa Pochon we both realized we are going to have to put up with all the tough crap we give each other if we want this to work out, meanwhile he's still sick as he has been for 2 months with a tonsil infection, possibly passing it on to me.
-When we got back we practically spent everyday together, my best friend,Pavla, who we met through originally, now only refers to us as one, not separate people, along with Kerry purposefully calling me Mrs. Williams....omg, and my mother making such comments as ".....no future son-in-law of mine..."
-Then comes the end of Aug and school is soon to be approaching and he decides that he wants to get his tonsils out so that he can stop being ill. this becomes a milestone in the relationship, with everyone surprised with my actions and choice to stay with him the three days and two nights he is in the hospital. I dunno I guess i felt obligated, but at the same time i came to alot of conclusions about us, and so did he, and that sent our relationship to a whole other level.
-I am not one to care much about 1 month or 2 month or any anniversaries up until a year, cause boys are known to forget such things and so i didnt expect much, but boy was i wrong. So far everyone of them has been an interesting surprise.
-Oh also we took time after we came back from camp to relax in the jacuzzi, yeah no comment.
-My birthday, i knew it was coming but I guess i didnt exactly realize the full extent of it till it happened, he got me a Disneyland Annual Pass. What a shock especially since they are so much
So thats about it in short. Although many more small things happened but very trivial and I don't have the time nor the energy to cover it all. School has been good, i am going t&th from 7-4 with no breaks which is ick but it makes the day go by fast.
So to close this post i hope everyone has been patient, I am sorry that I was purposely postponing my next post, but I just wanted to see what was going to happen. So till next time. Good night folks!!!! I love ya all!
So life as it would be three months to the day since I last wrote in my journal (I am only going to slightly cover it all):
-the day after my last post....i found a new love of my life....ian
-shortly there after i left for catalina for Camp Fox, had an interesting time dealing with a load of bullshit from an old friend and trying to figure out where i wanted to go with my new found love.
-when i got back i went to the OC Fair w/ Ian ( which he had never been to...shame on him)
-got ready to leave for another camp this time with Ian in tow, but on our way up my friend Lil who picked us got in and accident and it was not a pleasant experience getting hit and then spinning into the number one lane and carpool lane.
-while at Camp TaTa Pochon we both realized we are going to have to put up with all the tough crap we give each other if we want this to work out, meanwhile he's still sick as he has been for 2 months with a tonsil infection, possibly passing it on to me.
-When we got back we practically spent everyday together, my best friend,Pavla, who we met through originally, now only refers to us as one, not separate people, along with Kerry purposefully calling me Mrs. Williams....omg, and my mother making such comments as ".....no future son-in-law of mine..."
-Then comes the end of Aug and school is soon to be approaching and he decides that he wants to get his tonsils out so that he can stop being ill. this becomes a milestone in the relationship, with everyone surprised with my actions and choice to stay with him the three days and two nights he is in the hospital. I dunno I guess i felt obligated, but at the same time i came to alot of conclusions about us, and so did he, and that sent our relationship to a whole other level.
-I am not one to care much about 1 month or 2 month or any anniversaries up until a year, cause boys are known to forget such things and so i didnt expect much, but boy was i wrong. So far everyone of them has been an interesting surprise.
-Oh also we took time after we came back from camp to relax in the jacuzzi, yeah no comment.
-My birthday, i knew it was coming but I guess i didnt exactly realize the full extent of it till it happened, he got me a Disneyland Annual Pass. What a shock especially since they are so much
So thats about it in short. Although many more small things happened but very trivial and I don't have the time nor the energy to cover it all. School has been good, i am going t&th from 7-4 with no breaks which is ick but it makes the day go by fast.
So to close this post i hope everyone has been patient, I am sorry that I was purposely postponing my next post, but I just wanted to see what was going to happen. So till next time. Good night folks!!!! I love ya all!
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