Okay so the doctors was fine, but who knows what happenes at the doctors offices, maybe its a conspiracy and they are just seeing whats wrong and covering it up just so they wont have any problems with there system....i am kidding i felt like coming up with another conspiracy theory obviously that wasnt such a good one but oh well. So anyways on with life, I am getting back on track with school, only because I have five hours to killl this morning at school inbetween my dr. appt and my only class.....astronomy....the stupidy i feel eminating from that room because the teacher is a dimwit...no not really i just feel like i didt want to give myself a challenge so i took that class. anyways oh yeah i dont' feel like much punctuation or capitalizing today, cause i have to write a essay ina little bit so i dont want to have use correct anything unless absolutely necessary... :-) OK i am sorry i am tired and am rambling on about nothing, but wait isnt that what these things are for is for me to ramble and you to read, but i guess thats what we do when we are bored or have extra time. I truely believe that not many people come here and read about my life troubles but thats ok because this easier than a diary becuase i dont truely have to confront the people that sneak a peek at what i wrote, but then i write things in code sometimes so that people knowing me who read things on here cant tell if its about them or not unless i put there name on it and give them a face. I see that all everyone thinks about these days is what everyone else is doing , so the can spread some gossip about others so they dont have to worry about the gossip of themselves. Rambling again.......ok so life couldnt be better school is chaotic, i am seeing someone i havent seen in over a yr and a half, i live at home still ;-( jk thats not such a bad thing, my best friend is still lost, i have still had no contact with him, i am about to give my two weeks at work becuase its so chaotic and they demand to much from in terms of hours and what i do when i am there. But hey it cant get any worse it can ony get better .....right.....wrong.....i might have cancer when i am old...i might have diabetes (recent knowledge that my mother felt i should know before going to the doctors today) i am switching majors again only cause i cant figure out what life's meaning is for me and then i cant figure out one to choose, i think i am going to go for communicatins, cause that what i am good at right.....? who knows i only know life must get better than this, at least i know i saw a few glimpses of it while staying over at a friends house last week... :-) you know who you are ;-) well i must be off 4 hrs left to kill....that is such a sad phrase...to kill time.... i wish i didnt have to... oh well another day to drag through....till next time....

everyone go stare at a salvador dali picture and you'll see how your life isnt so bad....