NS Journal

05-01-07

So it has been a while since I have checked in.
Mainly because I
got a 20% rent increase and have been busy
looking for a new
apartment and now moving :-) I finally lost a
few more pounds
although it happened when I wasn't able to be
going to the
gym regularly or eat my best. It was very
weird. But now to
push forward as I start a new chapter in life
in a new place.

02-28-07

A great way to end the month...hit the 20 lb
mark!!!! Going to go see Wicked on Friday, and
hit up Universal Studios. Great timing it will
be like a celebration!!!!

02-21-07

This past while has been a bit stressful. A
friend of mine got engaged, which is wonderful,
but it just put a damper on my relationship.
(They had only been going out for less than a
yr when her bf proposed on the radio on
Valentine's Day, where my boyfriend has had
almost 5 yrs and nothing yet. Although this has
put his ass in gear, I just wish he would have
gotten things together on his own and earlier.
The other issue is the friend's fiance he's on
the younger side.)

Other than that, gym has been a good release
when I get there, but there has been a bit of
emotional overeating. Blugh, I know its bad,
and I have made every effort to make sure there
arent things in the house that would tempt me
to overeat, but with a boyfriend that eats
whatever those things exist in the house.
Damned box of Girl Scout Thin Mints! I would be
much better if I had more frozen fruit I can at
least snack on that and not have it be too
horrible, but unfortunately emotional eating
for me means salty or sweet. Argh!!!!

Getting back on track. So close to my purple
bear!!!!

02-07-07

Today first official day back at the gym. Boy
was it tough, trainer kicked my butt. Plus a
wee bit of lightheadedness since I haven't done
much being sick, but we worked past it.

Ate pretty well on the cruise, not obscene
amounts of food like my bf and parents did. My
cold did come back while on the cruise, but it
is for the most part gone with the exception of
sniffles and coughing. Back on track for the
100 day challenge... need to get to ONDERLAND!!!

01-23-07

So my cold went away and I was doing fine. Then
on Sunday I decided to walk a little further on
the beach trail and doubled my walk from 5
miles to 10 miles. Two hours afterwards my cold
came back. I guess I am going to stick to my 5
miles for now. Darn cold. But I lost 2 more lbs
woohoo!!!

01-07-07

Of course my walk yesterday brought out the
cold I was getting
so now I am sluggish. Just trying to keep my
head from
exploding. Argh! I hate being sick.

01-06-07

So today was the first day back in a modified
version of
exercise. I didnt go to the gym but walked the
6 miles on the
beach trail this AM. Thank goodness the wind
and rained died
down. I may even have gotten a little bit of
sun too! Need to
even out the tan line before my cruise at the
end of the month.

01-01-07

The start of the year wasn't as good as I had
wanted. Fell down the steps, thus bruising my
tailbone and spine. This isn't gonna help with
the getting more workout time in. Hopefully it
will heal quick style. My trainer is gonna
think I did it on purpose...ha

12-26-06

Well I made it through the holidays, gained a
pound or two and then got rid of it. Now to
plow through and start losing more.

Valentine's Day is El Sucko

Today sucks!

I normally do not care about Valentine's Day. I never really had anyone in my life that would be considered a Valentine until I started dating (which was late in life anyways.) The first real relationship that actually occurred over Feb. 14th was with Ian, and has been with Ian for the past several years.

I don't expect much, mainly cause I never got anything before, and therefore figured I wasn't special enough.

Ian has been good about doing the conventional gift/card/flowers thing. Me being me, I always try and stray from the norm on present giving, and try to give unique gifts, that show some thought process and care went into the gift. I know this doesn't bode well for some people, but some personalization of gifts is a good thing.

But today, and just lately things have become stagnant. In the fact that there is no real effort to get things done. This is not just in gift giving, this also applies to life and events surrounding that, do or don't happen.

We are approaching 5 years soon. In a good percentage of the population, there would be some form of committment by this time, and usually earlier than a half a decade into the relationship at that. There have been folks that think living together prior to getting marriage is good/bad/incorrect order of things; I have been lately getting the idea that living together prior to comittment has actually made him more comfortable in our current situation, and thus not wanting to pursue the next step.