So life is a pain in the rear. I can't figure out why I cry so easily now.....I used to be so strong and could keep from showing any pain, but now it all comes out even the slightest thing hurts and i sometimes overreact. Its all mainly emotional.....but maybe its all due to keeping it in for so long....hmmm i dunno

All I know is that I have got a good thing going, but alot of the time i feel as though I might end up screwing it up since I am so emotional unstable...so it seems....

arg...life